Hi & Assalammualaikum 2024 !

Tajuk harini ialah the upside down, why? because I have been through a lot during 2023. 

As you guys know, i pregnant on 2022 and I delivered on April 2023. Well firstly, I tak expect yang beranak itu susah lagi lagi kalau warded hospital gomen. HAHA! I kena emergency ceaser on malam hari raya kedua pulak tu. So raya 2023, I tak sempat pun makan lemang dan ketupat but I won't mind. I dapat baby girl hehe. I named her after my cousin name but I tukar ejaan sikit hehe. Why? sebab i actually amazed with her intelligent so that's why. 

This is when the upside down starting to happened. 

I chose to resigned my previous job because the salary and no bonus at all! Dah 4 tahun kerja pun still gaji ciput. They don't deserve me at all. Lepastu aku joined another China company but only last for 2 days. I cannot stand how the team works. Tak professional langsung, rude, not even respect the superior. 

Lepastu aku joined another local company, tapi job scope totally different. I kerja as customer service, and only tahan for 2 months. I ada fight with the customer hahah. Siapa suruh dia marah aku, so she memang deserve to kena marah with me pulak! I've got reported to my manager. I memang tak boleh tahan langsung nak kerja dengan company ni, I sampai kena anxiety attack during and before work. And pernah ada 1 time tu, I balik kerja dengan keadaan sakit dada. Imagine how stress am I, sampai I rasa macam nak larikan diri saja time tu dengan babysitter problem, asyik nak cuti saja. Stress gila. 

Fast forward, I attend banyak interview and banyak juga company yang I reject. Baru baru ni, I ada attend 1 interview dekat Perai. Interviewer dia GM company tu sendiri, I tak expect ni interview paling teruk sekali. Dia judge I careless bagai sebab I salah jawab soalan math dia. Memang perangai jahat gila. Dia buat I sampai I rasa I tak nak pergi mana-mana interview dah. 

Itu sajalah rant untuk tengah malam ni. 

Bye.